It is said live life in a way, when you look back you have no regrets. As on 01.07.12, whenever I look back, scales tip towards the latter , almost touching the bottom!! & here I begin....retrospecting.
I wish I would've eaten my books up during the two most overrated years of school life that make or break a kid's future, just to keep the bastards that scorn at my scores, shut.
I wish I were fair, in a nation of colour obsessed people, such that I could make men fall at the drop of a hat.
I wish I were more polite to my Momdad, who have many a times tested my patience, but have bore me for a good long 25 years, beating my score hands down!
I wish I had him now, than at the frivolous age when crushes happen at the blink of an eye, because seeing him now with another one 'like me in many ways' kills me.
I wish I did not have a flaring temper, which has made me many a people's bitch.
I wish I hadn't done my PG, which would've given me the luxury of knowing a handful less bastards.
I wish my nerve would've failed me those sleepless nights where I carved a hell for myself & betrayed Their trust.
I wish....I wasn't that addicted to sleep, because I wanted to pen down more regrets but just can't keep my lids up anymore.....
I wish I would've eaten my books up during the two most overrated years of school life that make or break a kid's future, just to keep the bastards that scorn at my scores, shut.
I wish I were fair, in a nation of colour obsessed people, such that I could make men fall at the drop of a hat.
I wish I were more polite to my Momdad, who have many a times tested my patience, but have bore me for a good long 25 years, beating my score hands down!
I wish I had him now, than at the frivolous age when crushes happen at the blink of an eye, because seeing him now with another one 'like me in many ways' kills me.
I wish I did not have a flaring temper, which has made me many a people's bitch.
I wish I hadn't done my PG, which would've given me the luxury of knowing a handful less bastards.
I wish my nerve would've failed me those sleepless nights where I carved a hell for myself & betrayed Their trust.
I wish....I wasn't that addicted to sleep, because I wanted to pen down more regrets but just can't keep my lids up anymore.....
